Hi, I'm Natasha Williams!

I grew up in a home where feelings were not discussed. Accomplishments, what you did for the day, these were things that mattered. Sadness, humiliation, betrayal and emotional neglect were my emotional staple diet.
It's no wonder that I found myself being a great success in my career, but failing dismally in my relationships. I never understood the term narcissist in relationships until much later.

I was married to the man I thought was going to be my partner for life. We had so much in common, and my daughter loved him (I thought). When we were together we always laughed and joked, and I believed I had it all. It all came crashing down when I discovered that he had been secretly grooming her. She was just 6 years old. He was living a double life, and I was totally blindsided.

In one moment I lost my child, my husband, my family and my dream. My daughter's father (who had been harassing me for years), (and who had dedicated his firstborn to the devil) went into an all out court battle for custody. Making outrageous claims, threatening and stalking me, and I was drained mentally, emotionally, financially and physically. The only person I had was my husband, and instead of leaving him, I decided to stay. I was so dependent on him emotionally that I couldn't cope on my own.

But I also made a decision. Rather than find yet another similar man with a different name, I would study him and my behaviour. I wanted to understand why I kept attracting toxic men. What was it about me? Why was I so needy? Why was I so successful in my career, but so unworthy in love?

It took me 7 years to finally leave. By that time I could have my MBA in narcissistic abuse and behaviour. I studied everything I could to find out what and who I was dealing with. He'd cheated numerous times, and by the time I left he was chatting to at least 4 other women.
It took me that long to leave, because I needed to extricate myself financially and emotionally. He had already taken years from me, so I wasn't in a hurry to leave. I wanted to make sure I did it right.

Who I became is way more important. The narcissists were my greatest teachers. They taught me that I had a choice: to love them and allow them to take me down with them; or to choose to love myself and leave them.

They force you to acknowledge your worth, to stand up for yourself, and to find inner resilience you never knew you had. And with no support.

Leaving them is rough, and healing is a slow, painful and lonely journey.
They deliberately alienate you from friends, family, support, things you love, so you have to start with nothing.
You lose your trust in humanity, life becomes serious, your body takes a knock, and you stop feeling joy. You constantly replay events in your head, thinking maybe if you changed things would be different, and you keep second-guessing yourself.
Your friends and family don't understand, and a lot of the time they think you are making it all up. So the little support you may have is not there.

But there is a spark inside that still exists. And, as small as it is, you know that you need to nurture it. And this was how the warrior in me was born.

I believe that evil flourishes when good men do nothing. I found my purpose and my path,. I have a bigger calling to uplift humanity. To help them see their power and their divinity. The only way to do that is to claim it for yourself first. You cannot teach something you have no experience of. I've been in the trenches, and did it on my own.

If you allow toxic people to overpower you, to run the show, it's like allowing the weeds to take over your garden. They don't stay in check, they run rampant and destroy everything in their wake. There needs to be a counter-balance, a force for good. I'm no longer trying to please people to be liked. I am accountable to myself first and foremost. I could have become resentful and bitter, I chose to experience happiness and peace instead.

Certifications

• Bachelor's Psychology
• Master Life Transformation Coach
• Family Constellations Facilitator
• Ho-oponopono
• ​Reiki Practitioner
• Hypnotherapist
• NLP
• Negative Emotional Therapy Practitioner
• Advanced Conversational Hypnotherapist
• Compassion Key