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When you understand yourself and why you do the things you do, you’ll never have to worry about attracting the wrong man again. You’ll be able to spot the red flags with confidence, so that you don’t land up in a relationship that is not serving you.
 
My Emotional Mastery Program is an 8-week hands-on, 1-to-1 program where you finally heal your painful experiences by connecting with your emotions, so that they no longer rule your life. You will learn to love and trust yourself, set effective boundaries without feeling guilty, and take off your mask, so you can be loved for who you are.

No more wasting time with people who don’t value and respect you. And no more spending years making little- to no progress.

If this sounds like something you need, click here to book a free call with me, so I can show you my unique process to finding real love and trust again.

Do you sometimes wonder if there’s somewhere better you can be? Are you feeling like you need a change, but you can't because of financial obligations, guilt or loyalty?
 
Read on, because I’m going to share with you why you are stuck and what you can do to get unstuck.
 
But first, I want to tell you about Richard.
Richard came to see me because of anger issues. He was an qualified auditor, managing staff in a large company. He was struggling to get his work done, because he was constantly being interrupted. The problem was that he was required to be there for his staff, so he couldn’t say no them.

When he finally came to see me, he was on the verge of a nervous breakdown. He was drinking excessively, and he was regularly fighting with his wife.
Although he was really good at his job, he secretly had been writing a children’s book. Something he had always wanted to do. He believed there was no money in writing books, and he was an amateur author.
Within 8 weeks, he cleared the expectation his father had of him to become an accountant, and realized that his dream of being an author was a true calling that lit him up inside.

Within months he quit his job, and he currently runs a successful book store. He has written 5 more books, and is a leading publishing house for other aspiring authors. He no longer drinks, and his relationship is solid and happy. 

I’m sharing this with you, because we all know deep down what we truly want. When we are expected by society, and even ourselves, to do something that drains us, it takes its toll.
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We each have a zone of genius and your zone of excellence.

• Your zone of genius is the thing you are really good at, and it keeps food on the table, but it sucks the life out of you.
• Your zone of excellence is the thing that you excel in and that lights you up. When you work in the zone of excellence, you become unstoppable.

 
The cause of feeling stuck

When you feel stuck it’s because you are stagnating in life. You feel like there must be something more, and you have an urge to grow and expand. This is natural for all life on earth.
However, when you feel that there are constraints that are holding you back, it’s because you have limiting beliefs around change.
You may feel you’re not good enough, not trained enough, there's no money in it, etc.

Overcome feeling stuck

What is keeping you stuck is not your ability, nor your resources, it’s your beliefs you have about them. When you change your beliefs, the opportunities become plentiful. 
To open yourself up to new possibilities, there are 2 things you need to do.

1. You simply need to look around you, to see that people are making money doing what you love. Artists are charging thousands for a painting, people are making money traveling the world in an RV. Some people are doing what you love and you are more qualified than them, and they are still making money.

2. Rather than push through and stick with the tried and tested, allow yourself to go to bed at night and spend 5 minutes wondering how life would be if you were doing that thing you love.

This blog is going to different. I have been toying with the idea of sharing my story for a while, because once you're on the internet, it’s hard to remove yourself. But, without my story, you don’t know where I’m coming from, and I can't tell people to be authentic, when I’m not.

Most of our lessons come from experiences we’ve had, and there's always a reason why people do the things they do. 

I became an exotic dancer after I left varsity. (I had tried working at a corporate job, but the pay was horrendous and I was harassed by my boss.)

There were a few reasons at the time: the money was good, and, growing up, there was a part of me that always wanted to dress up and perform on stage, little did I know that I’d actually be doing it.
I also had this crazy notion that I wanted to help women who found themselves in the shady side of society. And, to me, the best way to help them was to do the same work they were doing. I wanted to understand what drove them to do what they did. To get inside their mind.
I went into it with the intention of helping them, but I landed up helping myself.

I threw myself into the spotlight, where I not only had to perform naked, but I needed to pretend I loved my body. They say the number one fear is public speaking – try dancing naked on stage.
You are scrutinized from every angle, and you need to smile while doing it. 
 
I became really great at what I did. I went from being a shy, introvert, to a happy and confident woman. Dancing helped me to travel the world and go to places that most women weren’t allowed. I was like a geisha girl. I danced on shark tanks, in limousines, in Learjets, on boats. I danced in the desert, in seedy bars, and in 5-star conference centers. The largest audience I performed for was for 2500 men. I danced at private functions, for top officials, and heads of companies. For 16 years I mainly saw men. The only women were the other dancers, or staff.
I saw how men behaved when there are no women around.

I learnt how to move my body in a way that most women never learn. I learnt to be street-smart, and I learnt how to keep myself safe. I learnt how which men I could trust, and which ones I couldn't, and I saw the good and the dark side of them.
 
Let me be clear. Dancing was my career, and I treated it the same way a waitress treats her job. Just because I served men, doesn't mean I hung out with them. I never socialized with them, and I never dated them. I would arrive at the venue, do my show, and then leave.
 
Because I'd always wanted to help women, I wanted to teach them what I had learnt. I wanted to share how much confidence I had gained, and how they could feel good in their bodies, no matter what they looked like. I opened up my first studio in 2004, where I began teaching sensual dance fitness classes. For the next 16 years I only worked with women. The only men I ever saw were my student's boyfriends or husbands.
It was a culture shock and took me a while to get used to, 

There was a drawback though, and that was the judgement and condemnation of society. If I walked in the room and someone had their boyfriend with them, they would pull them away from me. Not that I was interested - I had so many men I could have chosen from if I wanted. 'Normal' people looked down on me, and even years after I stopped dancing, I still had people making remarks about me.

Once a woman told me I was demeaning myself. I told her I’d worked for a narcissistic boss before, who had harassed me and paid me next to nothing. I was offering a service and there was a demand for it.
Rather than judge me, why are the men not being judged? What about the 2500 men that were at one event? If society wasn’t repressed, the men wouldn’t be there in the first place.

But there's a spiritual side to all of this.

Think about this: What if I did women a favour by dancing, so that they didn’t have to?
Alternatively, what if women allowed themselves to freely express themselves? Then I wouldn’t have to dance, because there would be no need for it.

I’m not sorry I danced. I loved it. It fed my soul. It filled a void in my life and I got paid really well for it.
I took everything I learnt from dancing, and I shared it with thousands of women. I helped them to feel better about their bodies, which has had a ripple effect into society.
I paid it forward, and I did it with love. If I never danced, I could never have shared what I learnt.

I didn’t teach women how to get naked, they know how to do that. I taught them how to connect with their body, how to move with flow and grace, and how to be confident. And how to accept themselves for who they are.

If anyone finds that a problem, then you don’t need to read what I share, because it’s not for you.

There is so much I gained from following my heart and doing what I wanted to, despite what society says. I never saw it as selling my soul, I saw it as offering a soul service. I got to travel, make money, learn to genuinely love myself, and share what I learnt with so many people. I founded a whole movement of pole dancing in South Africa, and trained many studio owners, who are still out there teaching many, many more women. 
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My point of all of this, is that you don’t know where your passion is taking you. You have no way of looking years ahead into the future, but if I had stayed in my miserable job working for that narcissistic boss, I wouldn’t be sharing my gifts with the world, and you wouldn’t be reading this.
 
Its time to follow your heart, and do what lights you up – NO MATTER WHAT SOCIETY THINKS. If I can do it, and I can share it, then whatever your dreams are, they can definitely be followed too.
 
Till then Free Spirit,
 
Natasha “True to Myself” Williams 


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When I was young, the boys in my street used to steal my school bag from me, then throw it around amongst each other, like playing ball. I was half their size, so every time I went to one boy to get my bag, he would throw it to the next boy. I was miserable, because I could never get it, and they made me late for school.

I decided one day that I would just sit down and wait for them to finish.
I’ll tell you what happened, but first I want to share with you what’s happening in the world, and how you can change it.

There are a lot of people living in fear at the moment. Besides war-torn countries, we’ve been inundated with negative news, extreme price hikes, lack of essential services, including water and electricity, and food shortages. Not to mention that the average person’s salary hasn’t increased to cover the shortfall.
 
All of this is done intentionally by those who want to dominate the world. By squeezing the people into a corner, and taking away their ability to survive, they can be controlled easier. And the best form of control is fear. 

If you have seen through the illusion of the fear mongering, then this message is for you. There are many people who want to take action and stand up against these people. But speaking out doesn’t get you anywhere, and in fact, they will persecute you.

What I’m seeing is a ground movement that is happening quietly. It feels like we are in the process of gathering our strength – it’s the quiet before the storm.
It feels like all the things happening all over the world are like a game of whack-a-mole. You rush to put out a fire here, then they create another one of there. And you run around trying to put out the fires, and they are like the puppet masters making you run around, rather than letting them burn themselves out, like the boys who took my schoolbag, while we watch and wait on the sidelines.

When I stopped running around after them, they got bored. Instead of throwing it around for ages, they just dropped my bag and left. They never took my bag after that, and I learnt that it was because I engaged that they kept doing it. I never knew I had full control.  
 
The time we are in now is a necessary time for solitude to prepare for what is ahead. Athletes don’t go partying the night before a big game – they rest.
We need to build up the infantry and get ready, but what you do in this time is important.

Here are 3 important things you need to do right now:

1. Stay grounded. When you are all over the place, you lose energy and power. When you stand your ground and preserve your energy, you get to know your own power. Remember, they are afraid of us.
2. Don’t let fear get to you. Fear is an illusion. The more you allow fear to take hold, the less connected to source you become. This will weaken you and that’s what they’re hoping for.
3. Raise your vibration so that you can spread love into the world. You do this by clearing your aura, and healing your trauma. We are all naturally high vibrational beings, it’s trauma that lowers your vibration. By healing it, you remove the blockages to your natural high state.

It's for this reason that I created the Heal Yourself Through Shadow Work Journal. For those who can't afford coaching, or are not able to right now, the Shadow Work Journal will help you to raise your vibration and to heal your childhood trauma at your own pace. You can delve into your childhood, knowing you are safe and that you are capable of healing.
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Click here to buy for only $19.
 
You can choose whether you want to live in love, or live in fear. Ultimately, it's your choice, and it’s all part of our journey as souls.

Till then, Wonderful Being
 
Natasha “Feeling My Fear and Doing it Anyway” Williams

Narcissism is Spiritual Warfare
 
This is my perspective, which you may, or may not, agree with.

We are spiritual beings in a human body.
But... not all humans have the same DNA and we definitely don’t have the same perceptions, experiences and intent. You only need to see what’s happening in Israel and the world at the moment to see the atrocities being committed.
People wonder “how can a person do that to another human being?”

Firstly, you need to have a heart in order to have empathy for another. A person who deliberately harms someone for their pleasure does not have a heart.

 
Enter the narcissist.
Whether he/she has a heart is up for speculation, however, if they do have one, then the heart energy is blocked and they do not have access to it. But, because it’s blocked, they are also not able to feel love, joy, happiness, or any of the other uplifting emotions.
The only emotions they are capable of feeling are pride and courage at best. Their go-to emotions are anger, envy and, for the ‘lower’ narcissist, lust. (Some narcissists pride themselves on having a ‘superior intellect’ and human desires are beneath them).

Emotions, such as guilt and shame are suppressed so deep that they can never allow themselves to feel or show any kind or remorse or responsibility.

A person’s ability to receive vital energy comes from connecting to the heart. If your heart is blocked, then so is your ability to be reenergized. Compassion is the highest emotional frequency.

So, the only way a narcissist can be energized then, is to take it from others. They tend to choose people who have a lot of compassion and empathy, because they have a lot to give. It’s a source of fuel for them.
However, because they don’t have a heart, they are still not able to feel the compassion. They falsely believe that if they take the energy from another that they will then take the compassion too. Unfortunately, you can't get a heart by eating someone else’s heart. You need to open your own heart to feel love and compassion.
They can't understand why others feel so deeply. They see them as weak, emotional and pitiful, rather than realizing that it’s through being humble that you connect with your heart centre.
 
Enter the empath.
The empath has suppressed parts of themselves too. They have learnt to hide their narcissistic traits by being always giving and loving. They learnt to put other’s needs before their own, in direct contradiction to the narcissist. The empath does for everyone else, and they come last. The narcissist does for themselves first, and everyone else comes last.
The empath can see the narcissist's deep wound and lack of love, and so they are drawn to try and heal the narcissist by showing them what love is. Unfortunately, the narcissist is so blocked that he sees the empath as being pitiful and weak.
 
This is the dynamic that plays out in narcissistic relationships. The narcissist needs the energy that the empath provides, and the empath is yearning for the deep love and connection that the narcissist offered in the beginning of the relationship to lure them in.
 
The empath keeps hoping and believing the narcissist can heal, but the problem is that the narcissist doesn’t want to. And why should they? They get all their needs met already, without needing to change. It’s the empath who is in pain.

Enter spiritual warfare

We are all spiritual beings having a human experience, but if you are not connected to the universal love, then how do you get power? The only way is to work with the dark forces. I've found that every narcissist I met was involved in some way or another in the dark arts, magic, alcohol, pornography, or anything that pulls in dark entities. They will use what they can in order to gain fame, money, power or control. Even the so-called ‘religious’ narcissist. They may be pretend to be a good Samaritan, but their intention is to corrupt from the inside and gain power that way.
When you are in a relationship with a narcissist, you create energetic cords of attachment. They are not visible to people who aren’t able to see auras and energy, but they are as real as electricity.
Even if you are in no contact with a narcissist, they are still connected to you energetically and so are pulling energy out of your body.
The more energy they take, the less energy you have. This energy goes to the dark forces, because they cannot replenish their energy either. They are parasites and can only be sustained by taking it from another.
It’s a bottomless pit, because the void that needs to be filled can never be filled, and so they will drain you completely and then go looking for more supply. They will keep taking and taking, until there is nothing left. They are not capable of stopping, because it would mean their ultimate demise.

Narcissists need you in order to survive, but it will be at the cost of your life.

They haven’t realised that the only way to reenergize themselves is to connect with their heart. But the thought of going within and meeting their hidden shame and guilt is petrifying. Their terror is so great that they would rather continue to keep feeding off others.
If people are just fodder and these hungry parasites are allowed to keep feeding, they would wipe out the population. They would keep enough people around to just keep them alive, but it would look like the wasteland in the Lion King when the hyenas took over.
In order to keep the cycle of life, you need to keep the predators in check. If they are left to their own devices, they will just keep on destroying whatever is in their path.
This is why I keep saying that ‘Evil flourishes when good men do nothing’. It’s not about feeding the beast; it’s about keeping them in check. You need to learn to have strong boundaries, to stop giving to the detriment of yourself, and the most loving, compassionate thing you can do for another, is to allow them to suffer the consequences of their own choices, instead of carrying their burdens for them.
 
This dynamic is playing out on a massive scale in humanity right now. It’s in all the institutions ranging from corporates to governments, and the only way they are going to stop is when people stop giving them leeway and making excuses for them. It’s time they are held accountable. This is the only way that peace and harmony can be restored.
 
We all have a part to play. What they don’t realize is that we won't annihilate them the way they do us. We will treat them lovingly, with kindness and compassion, but they still need to be accountable for their actions.
 
Spiritual ascension

There is another level to this, and that is that we are ascending into a higher frequency, which they cannot attain if they remain in a low frequency. The reason why they want to instill so much fear into people is because fear lowers your frequency and will stop you from ascending.
If you don’t ascend, they will be able to keep feeding off you, and you will be human fodder.
If you want to see a better future, then don’t allow yourself to get sucked into the illusion of fear they are creating and keep your vibration high. You will become untouchable and they know it.
 
 Till then, Fearless Crusader

Natasha "Boundaries" Williams
 
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Watch an example of Shadow Work in this video, or read below

 I remember standing in the garden like it was yesterday. I was standing next to someone who I really looked up to. I was 13, she was 15.
As I spoke, instead of replying to me she almost spat at me “get away from me, you are disgusting! I can't stand the sight of you! No one will ever love you!”
Her words punched me in the gut. I was in shock, and my head was reeling in confusion. I never did anything to her, and would never dream of saying such a thing to anyone.
 
Those words stayed with me, and little did I realize how much they would impact my life.
As is the way of trauma, you will keep repeating similar patterns until you heal the original wound.

I got involved in relationships with men who never truly loved me. I had ‘friends’ who betrayed me. Business partners who stole from me. I married narcissistic men who cheated on me and abused me emotionally.
 
My second husband told me that no one will ever love a successful and independent woman (which I was), so of course, I created the scenario again. This time to prove that no matter how good I am, how hard I work, how much I do, I can never be loved. I was willing to sacrifice myself, and my needs, just to be loved.
 
I kept being offered a chance to change my belief about myself, but it’s only when I had to make a choice between staying in a toxic relationship or choosing myself, that I realized that I’d allowed my self-worth to be determined by a 15-year-old, who actually hated herself.
 
Our words have the power to start wars or end them. Couple words with emotion and you create a program in your subconscious mind that will keep running and sabotaging your life.

Masaru Emoto was a Japanese alternative health practitioner who studied water crystals that came from various sources. Caves, lakes, muddied water, dirty rivers and water with words labelled onto them.
He found that the water retains the emotion of the words spoken to it. Positive words formed beautiful, intricate patterns, while hateful, negative words and sounds created distortions and no pattern.
  
If our bodies are 60% water then how you speak to it, will determine whether you flourish or get disease. Your thoughts determine your emotions, which determine what your body reflects back to you.
 
If you want to heal, you need to notice what you are saying to yourself, and start changing the program. You will become what you think and tell yourself you are. If you keep telling yourself how old you are becoming, or how fat, or forgetful, you are loading it onto your system and your body will act it out.
 
Start noticing where you are running yourself down, where you judge or criticise yourself, and be kind to yourself. The world is a hard enough place to live in as it is.
  
Till then Beautiful Being,
 
Natasha “I Am Loved” Williams
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My client came to see me because of huge trauma.
She has been battling to make ends meet. Her (now ex-) husband won the lotto in 2020. She’s had to move into his apartment and even get permission to bring furniture in and out. She’s found out that he’s been switching off her electricity, and sabotaging her business, and is controlling her financially in every way he can.

The funny thing is that she is the one who drew the lucky ticket.

She works hard, and makes everyone else lucky, but when it comes to money, she’s never able to keep it.

If this is something you’ve experienced, then read on.

I’m going to share with you, why you have money blocks and what you can do to overcome them.
 
We’re continuing from last week, in case you didn’t read the post, all you need is your notebook and a pen.

Are some people special?

 If working makes you money, then working hard should make you a lot of money. Except it doesn’t. It just gives you bony fingers and a sore back. You start hating life. Hating the struggle. Comparing yourself to wealthy people makes you feel worse. You start beating yourself up for not being smart enough, working hard enough, not having enough education, and the list goes on.

The truth is that wealthy people come from all walks of life. Some were born into money, but most weren’t. They have been salespeople, homeless, left school early, and A+ achievers.

The difference between them and you is what’s between their ears. They overcame their blocks. They moved past the external reasons that were holding them back, and dealt with the internal reasons.
Rather than blame the government, tax, your ex, the weather, you can go inside and see what the real block is. Maybe it’s not feeling worthy, or feeling like an imposter. 

Let me list a few big reasons for money blocks:
 
Financial Thermostat
The subconscious mind has a financial thermostat. You can make a lot of money, but unless you raise the thermostat, you land up losing it again. You will find that you will have a consistent pattern of gaining and losing money, or of always running out before the end of the month. It may be just your pattern, but you will probably see that it’s in your family too.
 
Family Patterns
There’s a morphogenetic field that surrounds a family. This is an energy field that every family member taps into, just like a flock of birds that all travel together in synchrony. Each family member will play a role, and the children often take on the burdens of the elders in honour and solidarity of their struggle. The problem is that it doesn’t help anyone, and keeps the cycle perpetuating.
 
Past Lives
You may have had many lives of poverty, and been born into poverty again, in order to finally clear the cycle. You are getting another chance to heal your karma, rather than feel like it’s the role you need to keep playing forever.
 
Vows
You may have made a vow in a past life, or early in this life that money causes pain, and you therefore won’t make a lot of money. Or made a vow of poverty as a monk or a nun. You can clear the vows, knowing that at the time you made them, it benefitted you and they have served their purpose.
 
Past experiences
You may have experienced debt, bankruptcy, betrayal, theft or another financial loss, and are too afraid to have money again, or believe that it's impossible to become rich, because your subconscious mind has connected it to pain and hopelessness. “What's the point if I’m going to lose it again?”
 
Beliefs
You may have heard your family say things like ‘Money is the root of all evil’, or ‘they are stinking rich’. Your subconscious mind internalizes these beliefs and takes them as true.
 
Persecution Imprint
You may have been persecuted in another life or in this life for having money, joy or luck. Because it ended in misery, you decided to hide your light in order to be safe. If you don’t have money, then no one can take it from you. However, hiding your light serves no one, and it’s time to heal that imprint.
 
There are many other reasons like guilt, fear of success, fear of failure, so let's do some healing.
 
Internal Healing
 
In your journal, make 5 columns and write headings for each:

Column 1: Money incident

• Write down all the beliefs and experiences you’ve had around money.
• Just one or two words or a name to jog your memory.

Column 2: How you felt at the time

• What emotion and physical sensations did your body have?

​Column 3: What you concluded or believed

• What was your conclusion about the event?

 Column 4: What is the lesson

• What can you learn to make it in your favour, so you can use it going forward?

Column 5: What do you choose to believe 

• What can you think about instead when you think about the event?

For example :

​​Instead of seeing everything that happened in your life as something that happened to you, see what you can learn from it. It’s on your way, not in your way.
 
The time you spend with yourself might save you countless hours of anxiety, stress and hopelessness. 

It wouldn't be fair of me not to let you know about my Overcome Your Money Blocks  online course.
I've helped so many clients clear their blocks to success and create a life of abundance. And after so many years, I've distilled it into a program that you can do for yourself at home. 

For $99 (less than the cost of one coaching session) you can clear what you couldn’t clear in lifetimes.

• Easy step-by-step framework
• Uncover your money blocks
• Fun worksheets, video and audio
• Guided instructions and audios to heal your blocks directly through the subconscious mind.
• Increase your financial thermostat.
• Implement what you’ve cleared to create a life you’ve been dreaming of

 There is a full money-back guarantee, so you have nothing to lose except your money blocks.
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Even if you don't do the course yet, the journal work will help you make great strides.

 
Till then, Conscious Creator
 
Natasha “I’ve Learnt The Lesson” Williams

​Are you ready to go on a journey with me?
 
We're going where FEW PEOPLE HAVE DARED TO TREAD.
We’re going to secret, dark places, undiscovered by others, that only you know about.
It’s going to be painful, scary, and lonely at times, but the reward is worth it 💎💎
 
When you collect the parts of you that have been hidden and buried beneath heaps of dust, you’re going to find what you’ve been looking for outside in the world, but you actually had all along – YOURSELF.

To embark on your journey, you need to pack for the trip.

For this journey you are being allocated your weapons:  a journal and a pen.
You get to decide what size, what colour, what thickness.
You need to keep these with you at all times.
You will be delving deep into your inner world, and things come up when you least expect it.

[If you haven’t downloaded the free Heal through Journaling PDF, then go ahead and do it now. 
Once you have downloaded it and you have your journal ready, then read on.] ​